Losing my battle to mental illness. It’s been 7 months since my very close friend (was a girlfriend at the time) had a proper conversation with me
Welcome to the forums and thank you for sharing your story with us here.
We are sorry to hear that things have been so difficult for you over the last 7 months. We can only imagine how confusing and heartbreaking it must be and the amount of questions that must be running through your mind, after being ghosted from someone who means so much to you. Sitting with such heavy emotions can be such a difficult task, especially if you're doing it by yourself, so please know that you never have to go through this alone, and support is always here for you.
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Welcome to the Beyond Blue Forums and thank you for being so open. I am so sorry for what you have gone through. It seems like you are struggling.
It is hard to say what she wants. Maybe she just wants the space for her own benefit. Give it some time even if it is difficult for you.
You have so much support and love here so don't give up.
Stay safe and I am here to chat if you need me.