You sound as though you’re feeling very lonely & unheard. I don’t know what you’re struggling with exactly but I can tell it’s weighing on you...I feel the hurt...very much so...
I know it’s not the same, but in my own way, I also feel very misunderstood too at times. It’s hard...
If you’re feeling up to it (no pressure), it would be lovely to hear more of your story...
I have issues staying on task, I also have parrallels with this issue in separating my story from others propogation. I have an uncommon family dynamic and often guilt and unidentified responsibility issues. I have needed mental health support over the past several years and I feel as though simultaniously my parents are both urging me to get on with my life whilst also smothering me in a patronising fashion. I have very good information coping methods but again I find it hard to separate my imaginary response to the shit* friends have put on me, and as though I have an instant spotlight upon any whim of what could be percieved as an unfriendly sign. For example when writing *shit I get a frustrating overwhelming sense of litigation. This has gone on for so long that I just pencil it down to grey matter deterioration.
