how do i stop crying

[Matchy69]

I feel so alone,i dont have many friends or anyone who wants to know what i am going through.I just find my self just breaking down and crying.I just want some one to listen and not to judge me.

[Matchy69]

Another day and nothing has changed,i should get a bucket for all my tears.I dont want to forget as when i do it will be ten times worst when i do remember.

I will have to go into town today to see a specialist at the hospital about another problem.They dont have answers neither for my problem and really dont care anymore.Maby the last lot of test will show something.

[Aaronsis]

HI Mark

I am so sorry you are having another bad day, I hope that you cannot fill a bucket with your tears as that is soo many.

I hope your appointment goes well and that you are ok and you can get some answers that you will need to put your mind at ease.

The new picture is as always stunning, you are so lucky to be surrounded by a beautiful garden.

Do you have your kids this weekend? Do you have anything planned?

I have a bit of a quiet one in which I am really looking forward to.

Hugs to you Mark

Sarah

[Matchy69]

Hi Sarah i just had the worst afternoon.After waiting over 2 hours to see the specialist he prescibes a medication for one last try or i will have to have surgery.Get home and find out it was the one they prescibed last time that i have bad side effects with.So i will have to have surgery.No wonder i spend my days crying.

I dont have the kids this weekend or next weekend.I having lunch sunday with one of the twins.

I hope you have a nice relaxing weekend.

Your friend

Mark

P.s thanks for the hugs i need them.

[Matchy69]

Just another terrible day.I wish something would go right for me.I give up.

[Aaronsis]

HI Mark

That is so very frustrating about the medication and really doesn't give you much faith in the doctor you are seeing, is there an option to perhaps change and see if there is someone else who might be able to see you?

We have a long weekend atm, The Melbourne Cup, I have put a bet on a horse that has my brother's name so hoping that one comes in for me, I am not a gambler and really don't know much about the whole thing but it is nice to do once a year.

You mentioned you were having lunch with one of the twins??? who is a twin?? we haven't spoken of that before.

I am so sorry to hear that feel like giving up and I can hear how frustrated you are at the moment. I am so wishing things will get better for you too, I really think they will Mark, it is just a really tough time and you have so very much on your plate to deal with, you are getting up everyday and I have seen some of the wonderful support you have been providing to others on here too, that is so very wonderful when you yourself are so tired and over it.

I hope you can do something nice today Mark.

Chat soon

Sarah

[Matchy69]

Having a bad day.I have been crying all morning.I just want some support.

[Aaronsis]

Hey Mark

I am here now and you can chat if you like, I have had a busy morning at kids sports, sorry that you are feeling so very bad today. Is there something more so today that has upset you or has something in particular happened.

I am thinking of you and how hard this all is for you. I want to tell you that I have been reading some of your posts to other people and I am so proud at how you are reaching out and supporting others and giving them some help when you are feeling so very bad. That is so wonderful of you and just shows what an awesome human you are.

I wish I could tell you that everything is going to be ok and give you a big hug, I can hear how sad you are today.

Your friend

Sarah

[Aaronsis]

Hey Mark

Just wanted to stop in and say hello and see how you are doing?

Do you have any plans for the weekend? Have you got your kids with you for this one?

Thinking of you and hope that you are doing something today that can make you happy.

Hope to chat to you soon.

Your friend

Sarah 🙂

[Matchy69]

Still cant stop crying.

[Aaronsis]

Hey Mark

Great to hear from you, although not so great that you are still feeling really sad and are still having days that are overwhelmed with tears, I am so sorry to hear that.

What have you been up to in the past few weeks? Have you been able to get out into the garden much? I can see that awesome pic of those lovely locuts, they look really good. I really love eating them do you? They are kind of tart but I really like sour ....

Have you managed to have the kids and how are they going?

I actually cannot believe it is like almost Christmas which I am slightly terrified about this year, but I am trying to put some things in place to manage the day and the lead up to the day.

Big Hugs to you Mark

Sarah 🙂