Living in this modern times as a single parent is a constant battle with resulting in stress and anxiety. Its a wonder I have not got depression to go with it. There has to be a release and this beyond blue is a way to express our feelings which a clinical beauracracy no matter how much they say they care, ITS POLICY. Policy does not fit every human circumstance. Policy is another name for the LAW. So we have to deal withing policy, which is a way out'' out for government beauacracy. That is how emploees of Government beauacracy deal with their stress or anxiety. So its a constant battle which raises its head to bit some of us on a pension in the bum. To be pre-warned and ahead of them is a way to avoid the anxiety that too much stress can cause, not being sure if your next pay will come on time to pay the rent for example. Oh well they have 14 days to consider and make the payment due a fortnight agao. What about the rent you ask? Oh maybe you can contact the landlord. Yeah right, there goes your good record as a rent payer. Its on your record, despite you calling them. Immigration - make an application for a loved one to come out for a visit. Its like extracting teeth. There are many grey areas. So research and trial and error putting your head into the lions den. Oh well I do my best and if you first don't success try again , and again , and again. The bricks in their wall will crumble or maybe I am just a small hammer in a 10 foot thick wall. A little person in the hard wall . Oh well I go poo poo that will release some anxiety haha.
