Hi 4menow,
First of all, I just wanted to welcome you to the forum and thank you for sharing a little bit of your story with us.
I am wondering how things have been for you since writing this post?
It sounds like there is so much going on for you at the moment. I'm really hearing how overwhelmed and hopeless you are feeling. You mentioned you were scared as well - is it okay to ask a little more about what you are feeling scared of? You may not be able to put your finger on it, and that's OK too.
One thing I noticed from your post is that it seems like you are caring for a lot of other people - your husband while he goes through this legal matter, worrying about your son and his recent use of marijuana, and also the nature of your job which requires caring for clients. That must be an enormous amount of pressure on you.
I understand that depression and anxiety is something that you have been struggling with for a while now. So I'm wondering what things you have done in the past that may have worked to help manage the depression/anxiety? I also just wanted to reassure you that while things seem really dark right now, things can get better.
Looking forward to hearing from you if you would like to reply.
- Marie (:
