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partner is feeling hopeless, no available bulk-billing psychs, Im feeling powerless
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Feeling really quite worried and restless about my partner. He has always had depression and anxiety issues, but before covid his antidepressants and things like getting out of the house did a good job of managing it.
Last year was awful, we were in lockdown most of it as we lived in Melbourne, and he was in bed most days. But at that time it was mostly anxiety, panic attacks, etc. This year his anxiety has become way more manageable, but his depression is at its worst its ever been. It's really really scary to see and sad to see. He isn't showering or brushing his teeth, he eats only once or twice a day and its whatevers easiest, and he spends a lot of days in bed. Occasionally he'll go out and about and do jobs (he does contract work deliveries whenever he wants to) which is fantastic and I wish more days were like that - but it's like maybe 1 out of 7, at most.
He has no interest in activities, no motivation to do anything. It's awful to see. I often have to hold back tears when hugging him. Throughout the day I'll go into the bedroom and make conversation, ask if I can help, if he wants to talk, give him cuddles. I'm feeling so powerless, and can only imagine how powerless he must be feeling. I wouldn't wish it on anybody.
I've posted about this on here before, and I often have people telling me what he should be doing, but unfortunately that doesn't really help me, and only makes me feel more powerless - because I've tried everything, he knows what everyday-things would help (exercise, sunshine, productivity) but he can't get motivated to do it, and I cannot force him to do those things. A few months ago he asked me to find him a psychologist - revolutionary, because before that and also now after that day, he frequently says therapy won't help him - but there are none available. I must have reached out to 20 in our state so far and they are either booked out or not bulk billing so we can't afford them.
He has reached out to lifeline once, he told me, a week or so ago when he was having suicidal thoughts. I think it helped, and he told me he won't hurt himself, but that sometimes he thinks there's no hope. I don't know what to do. Today he told me he feels like he should be hospitalised because he doesn't feel like he should be out in the world fending for himself. I asked him if he wants to be, like in an inpatient psychiatric unit, and he didn't answer straight away. He said not really, but also doesnt feel well enough not to be.
I don't know.
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Dear Violet,
Sounds like things are not going to best for your partner at this time, I understand how worried you would be feeling. I am from geelong and understand how much these constant lockdowns take a toll on mental health.
To find a psychologist (not sure if you have tried this) psychology.org.au in which you can do a full search of psychologists in your area.
Alternatively you partner can reach out to some freephone services:
Sane Australia Counselling support: 1800 187 263
Menline Australia 1300 78 99 78
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Hello Violet12 Thankyou for your post and welcome,
Im so sorry to hear what your going through covid has affected many people in the same way and has definitely made many people who were struggling with mental health conditions worse.
I can see you are doing everything you can for your husband I also am aware that mental health services are struggling to keep up with the increase in people needing help mainly due to covid.
Instead of a psychologist could you try and book with a counsellor ?
I also know there is a few locations of a service called North Western mental health and they actually take inpatients in and don't allow them them to leave until they are feeling well enough to
There is one in Parkville, Coburg and BroadMeadows
Also I wanted to say that I also think its important for you to talk to someone too about all of this
You can call us anytime to talk with a Beyond Blue counsellor, we’re on 1300 22 4636 or you can reach us on webchat
I hope this helps
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Hi Violet12
Thank you for your post and I am very sorry to hear about what you and your partner have been going through. This must be so difficult for you both and it is so good you decided to reach out here.
I see that you have done an amazing job and have tried various avenues to get some professional help for your partner.
Have you or him tried your GP? He/she might help him with the initial steps including a referral which would save you some money.
Also, our most amazing Beyond Blue Counsellors are always happy to have a helpful chat either online or via phone.
At least this gives your partner some options as to how to contact a professional.
Let us know how he goes.
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Hi Violet12,
Thanks for reaching out - I'm really sorry to hear how hard things have been for your partner and how this is impacting you.
Have you considered looking at virtual psych sessions with a bulk billing psychologist? This is a great website to search for professionals and filter by things like area, specialty etc.
Perhaps you could make an inquiry if someone interstate could offer him virtual sessions?
I've been doing virtual sessions with my psychologist for 2 years and honestly it's just as good (if not better because I am in the comfort of my home and can make the effort to dial in even when I'm really drained or low)
I hope you and your partner can find the right support in this time. You're doing all the right things by the sounds to support him.
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Hi There Violet12s
Thanks for reaching out, it seems as though our peer community champions have reached out with some good advice.
It is hard as a carer to watch the person you love feel so unwell mentally. It seems he may need a medication and psych review, I do understand you need to access a bulk billing doctor, i have attached a link to the Australian College of Psychiatrists you can search for bulk billing psychiatrist and by specialty. https://www.yourhealthinmind.org/find-a-psychiatrist
Also he can always reach out to our forum and support service on 1300224636 - also I am reaching out to you to make sure that you are ok, as the carer it takes a toll - please reach out to your GP or counsellor or our support service for some support.
Keep being amazing
Craig
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