Hello Dear beth,
A very warm and caring welcome to the forums..
It is so hard to write out your first post..and I want to congratulate you as I know how hard that can be..
Its a good first step dear beth, We are here for you to help support you through any hard times your going through...
Its up to you beth if you like to share a little of what’s brought you here..There are many very caring and kind people in the who would like to help you the best we can..
My kind and caring thoughts..
Looking forward to hearing back from you...if you want to..There no pressure here at all..