Hello Can't, you sound very sad and full of regret at the moment. What I also see in your post is this real sense that you are the one left waiting, with no control over what happens, that it is your husband who holds all the cards and will be the one who decides your future. You really want to keep this marriage together but you're fearing the worst, and are already thinking about what might happen next. You mention that you're giving him time to make a decision that is right for him. What do you think would be right for you at the moment? Not big things, of course, but how you might take care of yourself through these next few days, or how we can help you here by talking. Please let us know. You may have been closed off before, but I hope you feel you can be open here if it will be helpful.
