I am absolutely destroyed at the moment, we found out on Tuesday that our entire department australia wide is being shut down in the next few weeks depending on leases and now last night my husband who works away messaged me to tell me he doesnt think he wants to come home as he feels unloved and unwanted.
I am numb, i feel physically sick and want to curl up and die but I am at work taking all the overtime i can as i have not got another job lined up.
I dont know what to do i cant force him to stay and i cant force my self to pay him attention etc when i am physically exhausted and teetering on the edge as it is - hence the no sex or attention in the first place
he has threatened to leave before but i think it is real this time, things have been tough for awhile
I am worried about my mental state, and i have 2 kids at home that rely on me for everything...
