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How do you know when your marriage is done?
Sounds like a tricky situation. I shall give my advice, but I must warn I am biased towards preserving marriage and family bonds where possible unless a partner is physically or psychologically abusive.
Firstly, do you think he knows exactly how you feel? About him, his Jekyll & Hyde behaviour, the effort you have made to change to make the marriage work? Some people need things explained really clearly to grasp what's going on. (I am one of these people for reasons unknown...) If you open up he may do the same and you may discover he has feelings you didn't know about. I can't remember what my second point was going to be ;-D
I'm not able to log on very often, so I apologise in advance if you reply and don't hear back from me.
Thanks Yana. Actually I am all for preserving marriage, which is why I have pulled out all the stops to make this thing work. Divorce for me was never an option. But nothing I do is working. He is 100% clear on where I am at, he knows my feelings, but he is still just 'done'. And, he has said he just doesn't care how I feel. When I say that he has realised he actually wants to hurt me, he is bordering on verbal abuse. He is intentionally making choices of words or actions that see me recoil with hurt. This opening up is a good thing. Which ironically has led us to this place- he is now comfortable to just get off his chest all of his feelings about me. It's just unfortunate all of these feelings are hurtful ones. Today I am walking around pretty numb. I want to give up. Not on life, just on this particular sphere of it. Thanks for your advice.
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I see Yana and Sophie have already replied.
I think this situation and my thoughts about it depends on those things you admitted doing "Unfortunately, I carried on too much (and I did do some wrong things), which has resulted in him wanting me out of his life"
SSomethings we humans do is unforgivable to some, others accept these actions as normal during disputes.
That's really mature of you.
I don't know if it helps but, I would, in your situation, choose to separate, then see what happens. I think if you leave, find temporary accommodation and keep really busy, visit friends etc if he has love for you he'll show it.
This is a testing time, forgiveness is stretched to the limit...the slightest chance of it working out isn't IMO likely in the current situation without a clear slate that might initiate a fresh start.
Hello Puzzlegirl, I was going to suggest as Tony has, in perhaps separating, then the two of you will perhaps be able to sort out your marriage.
We all react differently to situations we aren't happy with and because of what has happened, you understandably reacted the way you did, which he didn't accept because he sees no harm in seeing another person, contrary to his marriage vows and that's where the problem begins.
Spend some time away from each other, then that will clear your mind on whether or not you want a divorce because you can't keep loving a person if they have this intention in mind of seeing other people behind your back.