Bpd ruining my life

[Headspace_occupied]

Hi all,

I was diagnosed with BPD. I chronically overthink and stress about imagined scenarios.

I recently said some pretty hurtful things to my partner which I adored, which has pretty much ended the relationship. The relationship had been strained the last month due to my ex-wife causing issues (harrassment/stalking etc.)

My partner had decided to distance her self from me the last month which has set my head into overdrive. I ended up in hospital twice in December which has played a part in the end of the relationship.

Is there any chance to save the relationship?

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Headspace occupied

thsnks for reaching out on  the forum. BPD is a very comp,I cared and hard for others to understand.

are you  getting help ? Does you partner  understand how BlD can affect your behaviour..? If not can you talk about it. 
would you be able to phone belong blues on.one counselling service.

1300 22 4636

thsnk you again for sharing your post. 

[Cazza99]

Hi,

I am not diagnosed but this is the reason I have come to beyond blue today ! 
I don’t know why I get so nasty to the person I love. How it’s so sad. It hasn’t ended my relation yet but I had another episode this last weekend and we are very strained. 

trying to work up courage to find a councilor.