people think of me as something i'm not and i hate it i dont know what to do
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I dont know what to do honestly, its been two years and im still anxious and paranoid, people know my real name and face and they harassed me with it two years ago and im still anxious about it because they called me a pedo for liking anime girls, i ... View more
I dont know what to do honestly, its been two years and im still anxious and paranoid, people know my real name and face and they harassed me with it two years ago and im still anxious about it because they called me a pedo for liking anime girls, i was 16, i couldnt of been at all, and it just.. stuffs with my mind so much, I'm not anything they say I am but it bleeds into everything i think about, they got my name and my face on that discord server and who knows what they're saying now about me, it's like a herpes virus it just infects everything i see and i cant take it anymore, i'm lucky a few friends in that community helped me and defended me but i dont know, i feel like i dont deserve anything nice at all, everyday i wake up and i think about what they think of me, i'm only just 18 and i feel like my life is ruined.