I am anxious about so much, my work, my relation with my partner (even though we're fine, great actually) how much I want to change my mother because she is where all this anxiety has built up from. 21 years of total anxiety. But now that anxiety has turned to me just getting angry, I'm furious about stupid things these days. For example, when I'm eating and the cat reaches its paw close to my food, I flip out, screaming and get so desperate to kill the cat. All because he put his paw near my food. It's cant be normal. I don't know what going on, I'm so confused. I feel angry all the time and anxious that everything will fall to pieces if I don't have control.
what do you think?
dear Shannon, something tells me that you may have OCD which is developed through anxiety.
Your last sentence which says ' I feel angry all the time and anxious that everything will fall to pieces if I don't have control.'
If I am wrong then I will approach it from another angle. Geoff.