Im trying but not getting anywhere

maddison16
Community Member

Hi everyone,

Im 15 and i have had depression for a year and a half now. I got better for a while and now ive gotten bad again. It's torture. I nearly lost it altogether last time, and i can feel myself losing it for real. My family knows about it and i go and see a lady to talk. I also take meds. I dont know what to do.

~Maddison

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Neil_1
Community Member

Hi Maddison

 

Welcome to Beyond Blue and thank you AND good on you for coming here and posting.

 

That was very positive to read where you mentioned that you got better for a while, but now it’s come back again and it sounds like it’s hitting you hard at the moment.  And yes, it is torture and awful to live with.

 

Thank you for letting us know that your family knows about this, as that can and would be a huge bonus and benefit for you, as opposed to if they didn’t know about it, or if they did know about it, but didn’t care.  I’m assuming that it would have been your parents who have arranged your visiting this lady for talks/counselling as well as getting you to a doctor for medication.

 

May I ask when was the last time you saw either your gp, or the lady??   If it’s been a while, could I suggest that you try and get appointments made as soon as you can.  Also with your gp, it might be worth asking whether an increase of dosage in your meds might be an ok thing?   Usually I can advise that without question, but as you’re 15yo, I’d be getting you to really check with your doc.

 

When you felt you got better last time, what do you think helped or contributed to that?  

 

What other interests do you have?   Hobbies, sports, keeping fit, music, etc??

 

Would love to hear back from you.

 

Kind regards

 

Neil

smile01
Community Member

Dear maddison16,

Im sorry your going through this, particularly at 15 it must be tough. I personally have had and still have anxiety and depression, and I know that it sucks. Its really good you are able to get help and talk with your family and also on this blog! I to am on antidepressants and have been for a year and a half whihc has actually helped me alot. 

Your not alone with the up and down depression cycle, I haad been going really well for about 6 months and thought it was all finally over but now im feeling really bad again and have been for the past three weeks. It can be exhausting. You just have to remember that you wont feel like this forever, even though sometimes it seems like it.

 Best of luck, hang in there Maddison x