Dear Ash_al~
Welcome here to the Forum, where there are people that have had experience in most walks of life and would like to help if they can.
You have the same problem as many, well meaning, probably loving and concerned parents, who think they should steer their offspring into a life that will be good for them, with job opportunities and security. It all sounds pretty good in theory but does not always work out so well. Parents tend to see children as extensions of themselves.
Doing a Diploma of Higher Ed takes enthusiasm, work and ability. without those one is lucky to scrape though, or more likely fail. Going down that path to please parents, or out of a sense of duty is probably not the ideal thing to do. Going down a path of your choosing where you follow what appeals to you and gives you satisfaction is a better way.
My parents wanted me to do law at uni, so I went. I was terrible at it, though to be honest I did not have enough enthusiasm to work properly at it, and then I dropped out and was fortunate enough to get a job doing what I had always wanted. Many years later I went back to uni doing something for me, and passed well.
So I guess if you want to have a fulfilling life in the future you really do need to come to an understanding with your parents. I'm not sure what that would be. Obviously you want some form of art in your life, though if you should drop your Diploma, or continue on with some extra tuition in maths is another matter. Getting the qualification is helpful in its own right and does not necessarily mean employment in that field.
Can I suggest a serious talk with your parents? They do sound as if they want the best for you and should be able to see your artistic talent needs expression. Examine what can be done to get you some artistic training and entry into competitions as well as a 'secure' career stream.
What do you think?
Croix
