I met a guy about a year and a half ago and I have fallen completely in love with him, so much stuff has happened between us, we lost our trust with each other . He was always the one that would stuff up and I always forgave him and it was like one day I had just had enough and then I did stuff that I'm Not proud of and it broke his trust with me. I have always been the nicest person I never hurt anyone and then this boy comes in my life and completely changes everything about me, I always wanted to be with him so I blew off my friends for him so now I feel like I have no one. I made this boy my everything and now his broken up with me I feel like I have nothing, I feel like I can't be happy without him, I love him so much and I'm blaming everything on myself now that we aren't together anymore. I feel lost like I don't know who I am anymore, I try and go out and forget about him but I just can't seem to have fun or be happy without him , I feel like I'm gonna be like this forever. I'm the happiest when I'm with him and now that I'm not anymore I'm so down. My friends are sick of me complaining all the time and sick of me going back and forth with him. I just don't know what to do with myself I feel lost and so sad all the time, all I want is to be happy again but I feel like I never will
