Hi, im new to this, I had a little girl a little over a year ago and during my pregnancy i had a pretty rough time, was told we might need to terminate and then i lost my dad. My partner works away and I have no family support. Im finding things quite difficult as a first time mum and getting myself very anxious and depressed about alot of things. Its hard to explain but i am still friends with with my ex whom ive known for (20 years) and feel like ive had to slowly let go over our friendship (although i dont want to) but dont want it jeapordising things with my fiance (hes aware we are friends but although never says anything dont think hes too happy about it). My mum has also just divorced from my stepdad although I didnt like him so much because of something he did to me when i was younger i am now worried about how he is with my little sister and hes turned really strange and worry he will do to her what he did to me. I just feel i cant talk to anyone and i feel my whole family is falling apart and I am so alone
Being a first time mum is hard work! Especially when your support is not close! Sorry I wish I was as good at giving advice as some people here, they are awesome!
