I have been struggling since the suicide of my partner in late 2016. We had just moved to a rural town >2000km away from our families. I have stayed on in the town since purely because I can’t afford to move. I struggled to keep my life together and had a few run inns with the law in the months following his passing. A lot has happened in the last two and a bit years. I met someone and it seemed to be going well and I was planing to move towns so we could be closer. However the relationship fell apart shortly after I lost my job. I have been struggling to pay the bills, and find work. I feel completely alone, which I should be use to, but after having had another partner, it is hard not having anyone to talk to or help out. I can’t even remember how I got through the lonely ness last time, except that I had a job. I feel like I have spent the last two years struggling and could finally see some light but now I am in the same situation. I’m alone, jobless, in trouble with the law and with no friends and no one to talk to except the guy who just broke up with me. I just need a few things to start going right so that I can get moving again. If I get one of the positions I have applied for then atleast I will be busy and I can pay some bills.
