Hi Zazzah,
I can tell that it much be frustrating and very hard for you.
You are facing major changes in your life including not being able to drive and retiring. Like anyone else with major life changes, it's easy to feel lost. It's a normal feeling and it's okay to take some time to process your emotions and work through them at your own pace.
It's also ok that you don't have any hobbies or friends. It's never too late to make change. Feel free to explore something new, for example, join a local club or group that focuses on an activity or hobby that you may enjoy, or try out a new class or workshop. You can also consider volunteering with a local organisation or attending community events, where you can meet people who share your values and interests.
Meanwhile, seeking help from a mental health professional, such as a therapist or counsellor, might be helpful for you work through your feelings of isolation and uncertainty, and develop coping strategies to manage stress and anxiety.
Give yourself more time, you will adapt the changes in your life and it'll be better.
Mark
