Just wanted to say hi. 50 something, been the archetypal "Jock" (in appearance but not attitude), you know the tall muscular fit super athletic one that the girls liked and the guys wanted to be (sorry i really sound up myself but its just how its been). I have been blessed with a wonderful male body.....i don't hate it...ive been lucky even if only to be fit and healthy, so many are not...its just that i have always, for as long as I remember, wanted to be and felt totally female. I'm the one you would never guess was trans 🙂 i'm the big very male looking Maori bouncer on the door, but with the heart and soul of a woman. I'd love to change my appearance and have tried....I have learnt that its whats inside that counts and my insides are all female. If my body transformed over night into a female one I don't think my behaviour would change much? I try to be the gentle caring...sometimes a bit beer drinking and occasional swearing girl that i feel that iam 🙂 I guess my clothes would be better lol. I'm here because i need to find ways of expressing who I really am more openly...and i feel a bit silly and dislocated from the world.Thank you for listening.
