Get me out of here!

Perky
Community Member

I've looked after my daughter who's gone through a tough time over the past 6 years. She's nearly 22 now. We've battled eating disorders, depression and so many ups and downs most days I never know what kind of mood to expect. However, great news, we found some answers last week which helps solve some problems. She has dyslexia and glandular fever.

However, I am so drained and feeling low myself, I think I'm on the verge of a break down. While daughter has been going through depression, we have had an estate being sued which halted out business for 4 years. The nasty fellow, my husbands brother, who sued us (and lost) stalked us and threatened our safety in the tiny town we lived in, so we left our home and careers and moved interstate to start over.

in short, it's been tough. The jobs haven't been great, and we have shifted several times to the point we are now getting rid of all our possessions and shifting into a caravan so we can follow work around.

 ive tried to be a pillar of strength for my daughter, and have also supported her financially. But I don't think I can take too much more batterings. I feel very fragile and want to curl up in a ball and stop the work bothering me.

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CrashCoyote
Blue Voices Member
Blue Voices Member

Hi Perky,

Thank you for your post. I am reading between the lines that you have also lost your husband, hence the estate being sued?

I just want to say that I admire your strength and determination is managing so many changes in your life while also supporting your daughter.

I wish you strength and success and hope that you can get some support where you are. Are you able to see a local G.P. and talk to him about this? They have options that may be helpful to you, such as Mental Health Plan's.

Kind regards, John.