Hi smallbutstrong
I'm so glad you're still here too. You have a lot to teach others, based on your experience. I imagine you also have so much compassion to give to those who've faced or are facing one of the worst days of their life, if not the worst day.
It's definitely a challenging experience, finding out just how much we do want to live but simply having no idea whatsoever how to do it under the circumstances. I imagine you can relate to how much of a learning experience life becomes. 'How do I live under these circumstances or those circumstances? How do I live with and make sense of these feelings? What do I need to do in order to graduate through this new challenge?' and the list of questions on our quest for greater self understanding and self mastery goes on. I imagine you'd also be able to relate to part of it all being about what we can struggle to live without.
As a 55yo gal, I've gradually discovered I struggle greatly without
- guides when I'm feeling completely lost and alone in the dark
- visionaries who can help me see what I can't see for myself
- higher and healthier energy levels which ensure I'm not stuck in flat battery mode (a mode which can become depressing the longer it goes on for)
- much needed revelations that are going to help me graduate to next level self understanding
and the list goes on.
With Fred65 mentioning the unlocking of a super-powers, I believe there are many to unlock. The question becomes (for each power) 'What is the key?' or 'What does the key look like?'. You mention one of the keys, acceptance. Since facing the worst day of my life many years ago, I've learned something which changed so much for me. Accepting that I have the ability to sense, an ability that is super natural or incredibly natural, is the key to fully unlocking that ability. While we may not always initially understand what it is we're sensing or feeling, the fact that we're sensing it to begin with is something to be trusted. For example, 'I don't know why I'm sensing so much anger within myself but I know there's a reason it's there' or 'I don't know why I'm suddenly feeling so stressed. Am I feeling my stress or the stress of the person or people around me?' or 'I don't know why I'm sensing a sudden down shift within myself but I know I don't feel or sense downshifts without there being a good reason'. For a sensitive person to fully 'come to their senses' can be one heck of a challenge and roller coaster ride, that's for sure. I imagine seeing your favourite artists perform felt energising. Feeling the energy of the crowds around you would definitely have taken it up a notch. It sounds like you've been graduating in many different ways. 😊
