people here are very warm, accepting and welcoming - far more so than many of my own friends and family - thank you so much, it has helped more than you will realise and has helped lead me to...
and finally, my self-attitude is warm and forgiving which is a huge change from the self hatred I have been pushing onto myself so much recently.
When I think about it, I often do not settle on a single word. Today, for example:
Hard, tiring, worrisome, but eventually, okay, except I amstill tired & my arem is unusally sore where I had my fluvax.Going to go back to sleep with optimistic thoughts that it will be better soon.
