The reason she gives is she comes from a broken home and does not want to do that to her son and is scared that her son will grow up hating her,he's 4 and she is worried about the financial side of it.
This has effected my health and haven't been sleeping and eating,i have lost 20kgs in weight the last few months.I just can't stop thinking about her.
And sound like you need to find yourself a really good distraction. Cooking, crafts, a good book. A day in the yard. just start with a half an hour a day. I did the crafts it worked for a few days. Now I'm binge watching a murder mystery show and it helps me keep my mind active on other stuff. And I don't sleep either I had to get medication to help with that.
Thats what i think about that we will never be truly together.I was originally ok with it as i was only lookng for a female friend but now have fallen madly in love with her.Its so hard to know what to do,it scares me the thought of losing her.
Where do you think your relationship is going to go?