Meh! What a nightmare ! just dreaming? Can someone tell me this is planet Earth? and not hell?

[Free-Willy]

July 2017 to present.....

Diagnosed ADHD, made bankrupt by default (solvent at time) former aggravated girlfriend insisted revenge, requests to see me seven days after she made me involuntary bankrupt. Set's me up, I am beaten by two men, 9 days in hospital and now PTSD and default bankrupt. Two weeks afterwards whilst in recovery at parents home mum refuses to access to my medicine, mum calls police, same police arrive as the ones from before, further denied rights charged and discriminated by police, left homeless, AVO and three charges, family eventually apologize for calling police. Asked to work for my father ("Move forward son, forget the past") As I could not bare the thought of my former girlfriend obtaining dividends via my trustee/wage and knows the whereabouts and if I refrain from giving these details I could be arrested. I accept work on the conditions that my father save my income in a separate account. As a result, a year and 1 week later, I exercise my writ to my savings, father/employer dismisses me after an internal work issue (Unfairly dismissed) now father / employer denies my writ, I am left again helpless and homeless, this time a relative mediates a settlement with my family to start a new life in Italy. My personal belongings are shipped over on an agreed settlement that my funds a transferred to me whilst there, in hopes of marriage and a new beginning. Settlement terms not met, I suffer under financial duress, then involved in severe accident, further injuries added. Arrive in Australia, 6th June 2019, under financial duress accept work with father, exercise my right to wages, employer father takes away my writ this time I am stranded and left worse than before. All family abandon to help at the behest of parents. Justice for employment and bankruptcy law seems an impossible reach, exhausted, isolated and suffering with max anxiety levels. PTSD, ADHD, depression, nerve damage, general care and inability to explain my situation so someone can understand this nightmare in hopes of not being admitted to a mental unit having been abused inside before. Is this a nightmare? Is this planet Earth? Is this normal? Will this abuse stop? NOT suicidal, BUT hey, DREAD another day WAKING UP IN HELL.

[Doolhof]

Hi Free-Willy,

There has certainly been a lot happening in your life! It is no wonder you are feeling over whelmed!

Maybe Legal Aid could offer you some advice on where to from here.

Do you have a place to live and where you feel safe?

Are you still in contact with your family? Is it possible for you to live independent of them? It does sound like you have been mistreated and abused by them in so many different ways.

Do you have a Dr whom you see who can help you with your health issues? Do you have any support at all?

Maybe calling Beyond Blue to see what may be possible for you from here might be advisable or Life line. The support people may have suggestions for you.

It sounds like there is so much you need help with right now.

You are very strong in wanting life to be better and not considering suicide. Hold on to the hope that life can be better and I hope you find ways to achieve that!

Regards from Dools

[Free-Willy]

This is 20% of what I could actually fit. 80% i hadn't included. When I finish explaining all the troubles people look at me with amazement and confusion as they can't seem to gather how I am still fairly sane and calm. I thank my meditation in prayer and I know that I have angels around me constantly, as much as that is hard to believe. There is definitely a higher power!

Legal aid couldn't assist with the complexity and immensity of issues. If anything legal aid had forced me to accept bankruptcy in 2017 as they didn't understand the capacity to assist. Subsequently effecting my life in every way.

Place to live where I feel safe? Yes however I do not feel safe here at all....

Contact with family is completely finished, the irony is they are insisting through family friends that I catch transport to there home and beg them for forgiveness ? I reside at my grand fathers home, though I haven't been able to take care of myself in weeks. medically etc. Court is now scheduled for the 13th of August 2019, was finally approved today online.

Yes, mentally abused, physically abused, financially abused, verbally abused, discriminated on, medically mistreated, lawfully mistreated, employment mistreated, assaulted...Whilst having ADHD. The Additional PTSD, depression, chronic fatigue is all from external factors.

No support at all except my ADHD online facebook group that if it weren't for them I wouldn't be alive today. No doctors, psychologists, psychiatrists and or doctors have helped my ADHD, if anything have worsened it in every way shape and form.

So to answer your question, no support from family and friends, all have neglected me. Its unbelievably disappointing that with the ADHD advocates in Sydney, none have assisted me or bothered to call me back.

I've tried so many advocates and support areas, they don't even know where to start.

Statistically, the odds are against me with time, mental health state and overall complexity of my situations, the only thing I see for advancing is to get my money, flee countries and start a new life overseas, new credit file, new home, new beginnings and hopefully new family. Like my grandparents did coming here, I need now to consider my overall life betterment and possibilities of having that here versus another country. So short term agony and suffering to hopefully reach an end result. Otherwise my chances do not look good at all..... 😞

[Ben_k]

Hey

Ever so breifly, i have been through hell and back many times with different but also similar problems that you are currently suffering from. I am willing to help you out personally and give u the best approach to your whole situation, to talk 1 on 1 would be the best. I hope u get this. Keep fighting.