I am absolutely wrecked beyond any comprehension as to when I will
finally get a go in life and realise that I'm not the worlds whipping
boy! I'm 51, disabled and wheelchair bound requiring two separate
carer's to assist me with daily living, NDIS ap...
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I am absolutely wrecked beyond any comprehension as to when I will
finally get a go in life and realise that I'm not the worlds whipping
boy! I'm 51, disabled and wheelchair bound requiring two separate
carer's to assist me with daily living, NDIS approved but no funding,
DSP recipient and victim of centre link robot debt to $31000, survivor
of 2 institutional child sexual abuse predators, survivor of my 12 yo
sisters murder, lived through the attempted murder of my mother, watched
oldest sister die in pain from cancer, have loving partner who was raped
and deliberately infected with HIV at age of 29, abused and made ward of
the state due to father, never employed or able to work despite many
attempts, only surviving sibling is living a DV knightmare and is
heavily addicted to ice, I too have an ice addiction albeit in
counseling and reducing, I take more than 50 tablets a day to survive, I
have had a chequered past with 2 prison terms for non violent offense's,
clean mostly since 2003 couple of hiccups but given a chance and
appreciated opportunity, became a pastor of God in 2007 and established
Christian centre in Tasmania with the assistance of Tasmanian police
after investigation into organisation found all above board, moved to
NSW for better medical treatment and continued organisation with NSW
government permits, had to relocate to Victoria for partners HIV
treatment in 2014, continued organisation in Victoria but limited due to
health, told registration not required as Christian organisation,
operated for 1116 days until police officer from 27 years ago commenced
an investigation into organisation due to my name attachment, the
detective had me a criminal prior to investigation and charged me and my
2 carer's with dishonesty offenses, 1 carer not even involved in
organisation and duly exhonorated by magistrate with no case to answer
and police made to pay his legal costs, my partner had to plead guilty
to dishonest dealings with proceeds of crime or risk imprisonment with
HIV as we found that we did require a permit in Victoria, he received a
cco with 140 hours, I was told to plead guilty to misappropriation of
funds and avoid imprisonment and so I did but the court plead me guilty
of obtaining financial advantage by deception of 41000 and as a result
the magistrate sentenced me to 21 months imprisonment with a non parole
period of 12 months, the magistrate didn't care of my disability, my
child sexual abuse traumas. the magistrate sentenced me to 21 months
imprisonment with a non parole period of 12 months, the magistrate
didn't care of my disability, my child sexual abuse traumas, my
addiction, the fact that I need constant care, my mental health, my
physical health, my intentions to assist people and do good when
possible, 1116 days into $41000 equals $37.08 per day to operate an
organisation, how did I possibly obtain financial advantage on that
amount? I have appealed to the county court in the hope of some sensible
justice for once in my life! Do you hear why I am disillusioned at life,
suicide doesn't work I've tried, I seem to have justice as JUST ICE! not
fair at best, I'mlost, hurt, in pain, emotional and without my 2 carers
I feel no love at all! I welcome any thoughts or knowing of a good legal
aid barrister who can help me. Thank you
PTSD for Medical and First Responders
