There are 3 things I do not ever do. 1.I dont lie. 2. I dont steal. 3. I dont cheat. My wife, who has know me for 30 years, knows these things about me. These ideals have been a part of my moral compass my entire life. So, I am driving to a new job in remote SA and I get a text from my wife, who was away for work as she worked 5 wks on 2wks off. The completely out of the blue text read "are you seeing someone else" with some random persons facebook account as a screenshot. I'm not even friends with the person she sent the screen shot of, that person had simply followed me. I was so angry. I pulled up, called her and basically ended our marriage. I was so hurt and angry at her for even thinking I could ever do such a thing. If I was that kind of person, I would have cheated with her when we reconnected but it just isnt me. Anyway, we are trying to sort our shit out BUT, I just cannot seem to get passed the hurt and anger. I feel like she doesnt trust me. Without trust there is nothing. Not in my eyes anyway. I keep wondering how long it will be before she accuses me again. To be honest, in many ways I regret returning to the relationship after the initial breakup but, necessity is the mother of questionable choices.
Any ideas on getting passed this anger I feel toward her?
