Hi Mia . Jo W & LD ( little dog ) here . Hang in there . I am mortified reading your post .( saw you on the cafe ). We care and love you . hug , OK .( I am feeling your pain a lot )
I won't ramble . This is some of my story . Loveless child hood , ran away before 14 the birthday . Struggled with ( later diagnosed as extreme anxiety and severe depression ) mental issues all my life . Never quite fitted in . All that while living a normal ( outwardly ) life . Discovered on 9/12/2020 I had gender dysphoria right from the beginning of life . Never spotted the trans till late 40's . ( I'm old now ) . Jo was born on the above date .
During therapy for all those decades ( there's a lot if them ) I never mentioned the fitting in or might be trans . Not ever till mid 2020 . Dysphoria has turned to Euphoria ?
Just wanted to share that with you . Please please make the call to chat with a real caring person if it starts to overwhelm you .
Giant hug and love from us XXX
Jo & LD
Ps: you can find me in Transcendent Rainbow Cafe lol
