Its been a bit over a month since i left here so thought i come back just to give a bit of an update.
unsure if the meds have really had any effect. for a week or two i thought it had been helping as i was feeling less sad and less numb however i think that was mainly because i was studying a lot so didnt have much time to do anything else.
the last few dyas have been difficult, im trying to shake off the numbness again but its hard and tiring and im just so exhausted.
i ended up getting special consideration for my exams so i am able to sit them again in december. so i did two of them during the normal exam period, and will do the last two in december. it just took a bit of pressure of and this way i will be able to hopefully do as well as i normally do even though my brain isnt really working as well as it normally would, and i have days now where i cant really do anything.
anyway, hopefully the exams in december go well. its annoying i cant be relaxing or working and trying to save up a bit of money at the moment, but at least this way i will hopefully be able to get the grades i need.
thanks pepper, sn and nath for all the hugs and love. i have come on here a few times and read up on whats been going on. seems like everyones been having a really challenging time so im sending love and hugs back to you all!!
