Sad musings

[Peppermintbach]

Hi everyone,

I'm not sure what to say other than I'm just on edge, cranky and sad at the same time. I'm aware of helplines, doctors, mental health plans, mindfulness, CBT, smiling mind app, distractions, doing things we love, etc, etc. I feel as though I've hit a wall...

I know that I want to make some sort of change or changes but I'm unsure of the nature of this change. A general feeling of unease. When you're deeply unhappy but you're not even 100% sure why.

Seriously, this all probably seems kind of vague and I'm not sure what I'm hoping to achieve here, and I know that no one has the answer except for me (whatever that is...throws hands up in frustration).

All I can say is I think life is difficult and often painful. It's the daily, in-between moments that I find the hardest. Sometimes I wonder if brief moments of reprieve is as good as it gets.

Pepper

[Just Sara]

Thankyou Pepper 🎼👼

Been posting for ages but wanted to see you last. I'm in bed on my Samsung 📱👵 It's 4am!!

One eye closed due to old age blindness and dog tired 😨🐶

I just lurve these little pics 😆

Anyhoo, love you to infinity and beyond!

Talk tomorrow lovely...nigh-night 💤

Sez xoxo 💖

[Peppermintbach]

Dearest Sez 👵,

It's always lovely to 👁 you here 😊

You're having a good time with all the emojis (the little pics) lol 😂😍👍

You have clearly been helping out lots of people and been very busy on the forums.

I hope you get some 💤

Talk soon 🗣🗣🗣

Miss you...even though we talked less than 24 hours ago. Lol. But yeah, I still miss you...

Love you; heart of hearts 💞

Pepper xoxo

[startingnew]

im glad my butterflies are looking after you, when im not 'with it' im glad your in safe hands.

Sez and nath and others are here for you too. this community is by far the best.

xoxoxoxox

[Pysis]

Hey pepper

hows your day been?

thinking of you

Nath

[Peppermintbach]

Hi BB friends and family,

I have found my personal BB song. It's hilarious but it kind of suits my headstrong self...it's called Thunder by Imagine Dragons.

You know how I'm always on about my Lightning, rain and thunder? Well, now I come in "song form" lol. Check it out if you like 😉

I could be serious and meaningful this Sunday morning but I've decided to be light and fluffy. I'll spare you my pretentious musings on Sartre & Co. when I'm more Dazed but Serious- I'm more Dazed & Ridiculous this morning 😉

Butterfly Wings (SN)- thanks for swinging by to lend your support especially as I realise you're struggling immensely yourself. Bear hugs from me to you.

Nath- I appreciate that you asked. Thanks to you too. I have just been in a reflective mood. Went out with friends last night so that was pretty cool 🙂 Enjoy your holiday!

Love,

Pepper xoxo

[startingnew]

hey Peps

what a conincidence i was actually listening to that song last night while i was going to bed and resting. you sure know how to make an entrance yourself 😉

thank you for your hugs they are always quite comforting xoxo

[Peppermintbach]

Thank you, Butterfly Wings 🙂

Especially as I realise you're going through a lot yet you still visited and left a caring message. Thank you again. It really does mean a lot.

Funny coincidence indeed...it made me smile 🙂 Yes, I'm a drama queen so of course I had to pick a bold song lol.

More hugs coming your way ❤️

Love,

Pepper xoxo

[quirkywords]

Pepper

I don't often post here but I do read to see how you are going.

I will check out thunder as I like trying out new songs.

I have always been called a drama queen by my family and I sued think that was a compliment.

Quirkyxo

[Just Sara]

Morning Pepper;

I just dropped by to wish you well today with your GP. I hope it's a double visit so the drama queen and thunder has an outlet.

I'm a little off centre atm, so I'll leave things here.

love you to infinity and beyond;

Sez xoxo

[startingnew]

Hey peps

Good luck at your appointment today.

Sez if your reading along i responded to my thread yesterday and its only just come up so weren't able to see it before your post this morning.