Hello
Sorry to have not replied, though the hugs and thoughts were much appreciated. I'm still on a rollercoaster it would seem. "Complicated, messy and hurtful" is quite right, thanks for understanding x
I never found meds to be beneficial, though it's years since I tried any. I found the side effects awful, and the only benefit to be a numbing effect, which wasn't worth it for me. Each to their own, and there may have been improvements since, of course.
Paws, quite understandable if you're not familiar with uni things. I wasn't until I started my degree either. The asset mapping will need to be done over quite a few weeks as it's a big job. Interestingly, yesterday some students shared photos they'd taken of local assets that have been cordoned off due to the virus - playgrounds, skate parks etc. So it's a very different concept, trying to "build community" at the moment.
So, to refer back to a conversation we had previously, I was wanting to get a tattoo to remember my bubba. I think the impetus was that it would be always with me. Anyway, I happened across an ad on facebook for a petite gold chain with a teeny weeny initial charm on it, and decided it was just perfect. It's something I can always have on me, close to my heart, just for me. So I've ordererd a little Z for Zea, as bub was going to be named. And I can't wait for it to arrive. I wanted to share that with you, because you've all been lovely and supportive, and I appreciate it a lot.
My kind thoughts. I really hope you're all doing ok. Biggest hugs, Katy
