Oh sweetie you poor thing, hugs.
Wish I could dry your tears for you, let it out sweetie, better out than in.
I hate waiting too and it's a bit mean of them to make you wait until Monday. They really need to pick up their game around managing staff, good grief public humiliations, giving you news like I'll talk to you on Monday, in the places I have worked this would absolutely not be allowed! So culturally damaging and insensitive.
Do you want to talk about what happened, no pressure you know we wont judge?
Don't let this get to you, kit's not worth it. You went there and did your best, that's it, that's all you can do.
This weekend you need to be really busy and try (I know it's hard) to put this at the back of your mind. What sort of things can you do that will take concentration and be interesting?
Please give yourself credit for going to the job, staying and driving the car, they were big baby steps. You have been doing so well and are getting it together your mum would be so proud of you. Do you talk / write to her sometimes to let her know how you are going, it might help to get it out.
More hugs, xx
