Hi hon, I couldn't leave without letting you know that, I too know how all that feels, but I'm happy to let you vent anytime, brainstorm or discuss things that helped me at times :), whatever u want.
Ironically though I despised being pregnant, it was the one time in my entire life I felt 100% happy...just content....it blew my mind...I imagined it was what "normal" people felt like all the time...it was awesome! But alas those feel good hormones came with a physical price...24/7 migraines, headaches or unbearable hayfever...it all called down a bit after giving birth...but as the physical improved, the mental rapidly went back to my normal, then exceeded my normal, depressive state...until I was sooo lonely, and guilty for feeling unhappy,when I had just gotten the most wonderful gift....and scared that this time...I just couldn't seem to put myself back together......I can go on forever.....about anything....so instead...tell us more about you, how old are your children...Does your husband have any family close by? I've got a few suggestions to help build up a fun, supportive network.....if you like? ( And I'm a total loner...so if they helped me...could help anyone!)
