Hello D Junior, and thanks for posting your comment.
From what you have told us feeling unintelligent, uninteresting, and poor social skills does indicate a sign that you're depressed, although I'm not qualified to say, but after having it myself for such a long period it's fair to say, if it was my brother who asked me then that's what I would tell him.
This is something you can overcome by visiting your doctor, to begin with, as you have been diagnosed with anxiety, depression and BPD, they may have prescribed you with medication and refer you onto a psychologist by using the mental health plan, this allows you 10 free sessions per year.
People treat us a bit different, some want to disappear, while others don't know what to say, but depression will change the way we think, negative thoughts develop and we build on them, secluding you away by yourself.
You have accepted this happening and that's better than being in denial, what this means is that you are prepared to get the help you need, this is a good post.
Don't compare yourself to others and imagined that they have a better life than you do, you have an illness and with help you will recover.
Please keep this post going.
Geoff.
