Dear Taannyyaa.xx~
Welcome back, although I can't find your old posts - my apologies - I think I remember talking with you a couple of years ago, and you were not in good shape, the A/Ds were not doing their job, you had broken up wiht your ex and other more serious troubles too. You were just about over it all.
Now you sound a different person, and I truly hope your past troubles are behind you.
I'm afraid I'm going to take the sensible approach, which may not seem that helpful right off.
You badly want a baby, OK, that is a very natural feeling, and maybe it is true, you will not feel complete until you do have a bub to look after.
However you say yourself that in practical terms you are not in a position to have a child now, and also that you have only just just started a relationship.
After your breakup there must be a strong tendency not to trust or reply upon a partner, and that can keep you from finding the right person. I have found two in a long life, and lived with them permanently and in love -I am am no prize (maybe I fond the two silliest people in the world:) I trust them completely (no, not both at once! one passed away and I later remarried)
If you think of your baby, what do you think his or her needs are going to be? A stable household, enough time with parents who do not have to hold down two jobs, health and love?
May I suggest you develop your relationship or another that is right for you both , and delay til then?
If you find your desire to be pregnant becomes truly overwhelming may I also suggest you go and see your GP and talk the matter over. Sometimes what we want or need can get out of proportion and medical support to help you keep perspective might be an option
What do you think?
Croix
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