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dear Anxiousguy, hi and welcome aboard.
It appears as though you are suffering from OCD which is an illness that can control our lives, for 54 years I have had it, but over that time the degrees of it's devastation change to a certain state.
Have a look on the net and see if any of the symptoms relate with you.
This is just a short reply , but please get back to us and we can discuss it further, because it's causing a great deal of concern for you. Geoff.
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Dear guy, (yes anxious but don't let it define you),
Congratulations of taking the decision to seek a Disability Support Pension. Being "not too well, fidgeting, restless, tired, thoughts running through your head" and having all that anxiety makes working life difficult and may actually be making your condition worse as you battle each day to be "normal" and "perform".
The road to a DSP is full of admin. I don't like Centrelink as they muck me around so I usually nominate my partner to go into bat for me. Many other responders have warned of the dangers of not keeping copies. You have to imagine that you are like a chess novice playing against Gary Kasparov. Centrelink have all the moves - the "lost form", the "your beneift has been cut for reason X72", the "can you hand in your doctors certificate which should be on file as we have a mark against your file on the computer saying we received it but we don't actually appear to have in on our computer in full" and the "we hope this isn't inconveniant".
If you get past the opening gambit there are still tricky Centerlink knight forks to combat (such as receiving letters detailing your benefit in the same post as letters cutting it). There is the Centrelink castling procedure whereby you turn up for an appointment only to find that Centrelink has switched it to another day (without informing you) and "Look, here is the right day on the computer ....see ? Would I lie to you ?". But you can generally win the day with some thoughtful anticipation and pushing the last pawn of yours up the file to hopefully exchange for a Queen. Just make sure it's covered with a diagonal running Bishop and that you can 'discover Chess' in opponent Centrelink in the same way you can discover a full tube on Minties under the car seat after it rolls out during a sudden stop.
But at this late stage of the game, when the DSP is so close and within your grasp, Centrelink will then move offices and claim the game has to start all over again. It is pretty rare that you are treated as a mate having a quick chess game over a beer. No, you are treated as an annoying person who dares to rock the boat of procedure and force their hand into giving your large fortunes in exchange for a poxy illness that anyone can pretend to have. "Huh, anxiety ! What's that when it's at home ?".
If you are shaking your head and saying "My God, this David Charles person is a real freak" then take the time to update each effort at Centrelink on this thread over the next 3 months and we shall see how things go. You might win out as Gary Kasparov failed to beat the super duper chess computer Big Blue twice before storming out of the exhibition match and elbowing a nerdy onlooker on the way. So that is the trick - your "anxious guy" persona must be "Big Blue" to win out against the administrative moves of an organisation that spends its entire life playing with people and then re-setting the pieces every now and then.
When Centrelink convince you that you might not be sick enough to warrant a DSP that is the "en passant" manuevre where an attacking pawn can take the opponents who cheekily jumps 2 spaces to avoid the attack from, say, Rh7 to Rh5. They know every trick in the book and don't even bring oranges for half time.
Adios, David.
PS If it's any consolation I have a small British Army Pension (which is allowed) but every few years they send me a form to see if I am still alive and eligible. To have a form to decide whether you need another form is probably closer to "Twister" or "What time is it Mr Wolf ?" as, although the moves change drastically, the position remains the same. I must now pick up my daughter from her babysitting as they didn't work out it would be nice to drop her home. Time: 12:10 am.
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dear Anxiousguy, that's a good way to explain OCD ' as if I am being bugged', I must say that it's so difficult to justify what we continue to do when we have OCD.
People tend to believe that we are insane because they have no idea of how this illness controls us, why we have to check on locks etc, but a parallel to this illness is like, say myself or anyone else who can't leave the house because of social anxiety, and this to a person who doesn't suffer from depression cannot fathom why on earth this happens.
Their usual comments back to us 'is why not', or 'don't be so stupid of course you can leave, what's stopping you'.
Again the same applies to depression, 'why are you depressed, you have a good family, house, job and everything possible' so you shouldn't be depressed.
So it's just a vicious circle, and to others we can't justify any of this to them, and that's where the problem begins. Geoff.