Hello ron, I can't say i've been through exactly what you have, but as a long time sufferer of anxiety, when I had a breast cancer scare about ten years ago my anxiety went into overdrive for a while. It's perfectly ok to feel the way you do, you have been through a lot of stress and trauma over a long period of time. I sense that a large part of your anxiety is grief at your loss of confidence and that you can now only work part time. Perhaps you are feeling mentally weak and inferior? I know that these are only words, and may come across as trite, but I think you are the exact opposite: you are a survivor of two very serious cancers and that takes a lot of strength and courage.
Can you feel where the loss of confidence is coming from? Are you living in fear of another health scare?
