Abandoned and alone

Hazel97 — Sat, 14 Jul 2018 00:30:17 GMT

Since graduating high school a couple years ago i've found myself sinking. I've always had anxiety and learned to deal with it, but so many things keep happening to me and I just feel completely alone. I've got amazing friends, boyfriend and mum and they try but they just don't understand how i'm feeling. I try a put myself out there but I just have no motivation. My father abandoned me a couple years ago and it has just brought on so many feelings. I started putting enormous effort into my life, trying to be successful everywhere and it was working for a while, but when I still hadn't heard from him for over 2 years I started falling. I was feeling like why aren't I good enough, worthlessness, loneliness, why doesn't he love me as much and why doesn't her care and now I find it difficult to trust people. It's affected all areas of my life. I just want to do nothing all the time, but i'm fine with it because it makes me feel better. I cry almost everyday. I've started not handing uni assignments in on time, cancelling events, not putting any effort into anything. I'm trying to speak to someone, i've been a few times but I leave feeling worse. I just feel like nothing and no one can help me, I have a broken heart and now a fractured mind. I just feel like a lost cause and I don't want to burden anyone, it's just easier if everyone leaves me alone.

Just want to know if anyone has been through this or has any advice because I feel like this cloud is just going to hang around forever.

Abandoned and alone

Jubbalubbadubdub — Sat, 14 Jul 2018 02:27:49 GMT

You deserve more than what the world can give. Everyone here, is here for a reason, as cheesy as it sounds. You need to have patience within yourself and within the world. I believe, from what I've been taught, you need to try love yourself first, you sound like a very caring and loving person, but it seems as if you're just not putting that care and love into yourself. Which is something you're going to have to eventually do. I've been in that place before and I was once told that I was the only one who could pull me out. If you believe you can 'pull yourself out of that dark place' and if you are willing to, it will work!! Everything has a solution and I promise you that things will change, things change everyday. You will lose a lot some times, but the world will always give that back.

Focus on yourself more. This cloud will not stay forever, unless you make it stay. We all make choices and these choices decide so much, positively or negatively. It is your choice whether you want to happy or not. It is your decisions that place you where you are now. I'm not saying moving on from people is easy, I'm trying to move on from someone at the moment right now to be honest 😞 and I know how hard it is. You can either let these people and emotions bring you down, or you can stop letting them bother you. It's all about the way you think about these things. Try be positive from now on, as hard as it sounds haha. Just remember that everything gets better, but you have to allow it to get better. Make the right choices, choices that you won't regret either, having regrets are stupid personally.

I hope this advice helped I'm really bad at this 😞 But I know you'll get better and I hope you do! Have hope with yourself!! Be safe! ❤️

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Abandoned and alone

Abandoned and alone