https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/long-term-support-over-the/idealised-death-since-as-young-as-i-remember-at-28-things/m-p/624395#M95453 <P>Since as young as I can remember? I’ve always struggled with severe anxiety and regulating my mood. I would experience some instances of euphoria and many experiences of depression and idealisation of suicide effectively before I even was familiar with the word ‘suicide’. A 28 years old finally things changed for me. I finally got the help I needed and I’m continuing to receive the help because it’s a long and hard path to health and wellness after being so mentally unwell for so long.&nbsp;</P> Thu, 13 Aug 2026 01:13:11 GMT Potato_head4eva 2026-08-13T01:13:11Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/long-term-support-over-the/idealised-death-since-as-young-as-i-remember-at-28-things/m-p/624395#M95453 <P>Since as young as I can remember? I’ve always struggled with severe anxiety and regulating my mood. I would experience some instances of euphoria and many experiences of depression and idealisation of suicide effectively before I even was familiar with the word ‘suicide’. A 28 years old finally things changed for me. I finally got the help I needed and I’m continuing to receive the help because it’s a long and hard path to health and wellness after being so mentally unwell for so long.&nbsp;</P> Thu, 13 Aug 2026 01:13:11 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/long-term-support-over-the/idealised-death-since-as-young-as-i-remember-at-28-things/m-p/624395#M95453 Potato_head4eva 2026-08-13T01:13:11Z