https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/relationship-and-family-issues/spiraling-thoughts/m-p/388323#M27758 <P>Hi Paul</P> <P>she believes she tried to resolve our issues for a number of years before she left. She also entered another relationship 4 days after leaving. </P> Mon, 30 Jul 2018 14:53:46 GMT ImplodedSoul 2018-07-30T14:53:46Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/relationship-and-family-issues/spiraling-thoughts/m-p/388321#M27756 <P>Since my last post I’ve been diagnosed with extremely severe depression, anxiety and stress. I have been prescribed medication which works for the better part. But then it hits me like a brick wall and I’m down - and it’s a long long way down!</P> <P>She is still communicating with me, but is persistent in her path of not wanting to reconcile. I’ve tried so much now that I feel like I’m about to fall off the edge of the earth, it feels like my support group is dwindling (sick of my determination to get her back perhaps), and I feel like I’ve run out of people to talk to. </P> <P>Thoughts got rather out of control today, which scares the hell out of me.... and sets alarm bells screaming. But I can’t leave my girls!</P> <P>Just spent a few days away on an enjoyable trip, but the thoughts continue to come back to her and how much I Iove her. 10 weeks and it feels worse now!</P> Mon, 30 Jul 2018 13:57:37 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/relationship-and-family-issues/spiraling-thoughts/m-p/388321#M27756 ImplodedSoul 2018-07-30T13:57:37Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/relationship-and-family-issues/spiraling-thoughts/m-p/388322#M27757 <P>Hello Imploded Soul</P> <P>I dont blame you for feeling the way you do. If you can forgive me for not being aware of your prior situation. </P> <P>Can I ask why your partner wont reconcile? </P> <P>I am on meds too.....for diagnosed depression and anxiety....you are not on your own</P> <P>Paul</P> <P> </P> <P> </P> Mon, 30 Jul 2018 14:17:31 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/relationship-and-family-issues/spiraling-thoughts/m-p/388322#M27757 blondguy 2018-07-30T14:17:31Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/relationship-and-family-issues/spiraling-thoughts/m-p/388323#M27758 <P>Hi Paul</P> <P>she believes she tried to resolve our issues for a number of years before she left. She also entered another relationship 4 days after leaving. </P> Mon, 30 Jul 2018 14:53:46 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/relationship-and-family-issues/spiraling-thoughts/m-p/388323#M27758 ImplodedSoul 2018-07-30T14:53:46Z