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Husband says he doesn't love me

SydneyKat — Tue, 18 Oct 2016 19:48:22 GMT

Hi, I have been with my husband for 18years, the last 7 married, recently he told me he met someone else (he says he only emotional) and that I don't make him happy and he doesn't love me. I never foresaw any of this. Yes we have our ups and downs but I always thought we worked through them. I am willing to work on issues he identified (and I also raised some too afterwards) but he says he just wants to be alone , runaway live under a rock , he says he doesn't want to fix our relationship but I do. I have have anxiety and stress gets to me a lot so when things happen in life I do get in state and he sees some aspects of this (I have been hiding a lot of emotions from him) he doesn't see full picture of what's going on. Recently I have been going through depression (this incident and earlier this year with work changes) . Since he told me I have been working on myself, being more aware of what I say and do in order to improve issues he identified with me, but no changes in him. We enter yo counselling once and that was bad and now he won't go try a different one. I stated a mental health plan on my own. He had also spending more time with his mother which concerns me, feels like them against me. So in general I feel so sad, lonely, hopeless, angry at him, destined for being a single mum forever ( one child and I will be 40 soon and I feel without a chance for another child). I don't what to do , I have apologised and asked for forgiveness for when I have been snappy In the past (but he doesn't remember or think he has his bad points) but he won't forgive or open up it feels like he just blocks and says he doesn't love me and doesn't want to try but a few weeks ago he was willing to try (not sure what changed). He still lives in the same house and bedroom but he won't kiss or make love . I want to work on improving our relationship and am doing what I think I should but I don't think he even resides or cares. I don't know what to do I just cry a lot . I hope with time he opens his heart again and comes back to me (and our little family) again , futile and tears ...,

Husband says he doesn't love me

geoff — Tue, 18 Oct 2016 21:52:30 GMT

hello Kat, I'm sorry that this situation has happened, because it fully distress's you so you don't know what to do, unfortunately this can ocurr so many times.
He has said that he has met someone else, however this could just be an excuse to end the marriage, unless you actually know or believe what he is saying.
I say this because he says 'he wants to be alone and live under a rock' but I wonder whether he is suffering from depression himself and if so then the comments he has made are what depressed people have a tendency to say, so he may not want to end the marriage at all, but you won't know his true feelings until he has recovered, if he does have depression.
I am not qualified to make this diagnosis so a doctor needs to make this decision.
Normally going back to his mother would be his first decision, that's where he will feel safe, and I can hear you say 'he would be safe at home with me', true but he wants to leave so that he can think,and I'm not sure what relationship you have with her, only meaning that if it's good then his mother will be talking to him in a positive way, that's what I hope for.
It does seem as though he is in denial, because he doesn't want to get any help, plus he has rejected the fact that he has no problems which are contributing to how the situation is.
Your apology to him would help, however he is unsure of what will happen in the future and how the relationship will end up like, but you have a child and that's a serious connection.
I am pleased that you are on a mental health plan, which will give you some support, but this will only work if he himself is getting help, because you may learn from the psych will only benefit you, because he's still rejecting everything but to be alone.
This post has only started so I really hope that we can continue on. Geoff. x

Husband says he doesn't love me

SydneyKat — Tue, 18 Oct 2016 23:16:41 GMT

Thank you for your response 🙂

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JessF — Tue, 18 Oct 2016 23:27:04 GMT

Hello Sydney, what a heartbreaking post to read. I can hear how you desperately want to keep this relationship together. One thing that really sticks out for me as a concern in your post though... I am reading a lot about the changes you are making, to change yourself to suit him and his needs. But what about yours? I read that you are willing to bend over backwards to make changes, whereas he seems unwilling to even make an appointment to see a counsellor. For this to work, it needs to be mutual. By all means, I would work on your own self-improvement and wellness, but make sure it is for YOU and not him. That way you can be the strongest you possibly can regardless of how this works out. Don't wait on tenterhooks for him, is my advice.

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BunnyMuffin — Wed, 19 Oct 2016 00:34:40 GMT

Hi SydneyKat,

I can relate to your post. My partner of 10 years up and ended our relationship because he "no longer looked at me that way anymore". He didn't want to work on it, he just wanted out. I was absolutely gutted particularly because like you I had made a lot of sacrifices to be with him and to help him. I agree with JessF, now is your time to do things for yourself. I know it is easier said than done and it is something I struggle with myself but we just have to get out there and make ourselves happy. The only control we have is over ourselves and not other people and that's all we can do. I hope we can chat more because I feel we have a lot in common. BM xx

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HermioneCasa — Wed, 19 Oct 2016 00:46:37 GMT

Hi SydneyKat, I am only young but I feel that I can sort of relate to your post. I hope you feel better soon and focus more on yourself. Just remember always here for you 🙂

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Quiettall — Wed, 19 Oct 2016 01:48:48 GMT

Hello Hermione

I totally sympathise with you. I have had that same experience you have had a few times in my life with partners. The worst one was being told by my ex-wife thhat after 14 years of marriage, she wanted to branch out and set up her own business, and me to look after the kids while she moves out and sets up a new house, for me to support, while she builds herself a new life. After a torrid 18 months of haggling over her wanting more from me, disputing cusatody of the kids through the Court, she admitted during the final hearing that our son was not my son, it was the product of an affair she had had with my best friend back in year 4 of our relationship. This was doubly shattering to me.

However, that was 20+ years ago, and I truly believe you have to believe in the goodness of people, that not all people are the same, and that there are other people out there who will love and care for you. I believe from what you have said in your posts, that you still have a bright future, that you need to care for the little girl within, and spend time spoiling yourself to the point where you can redevelop that belief and beauty within.

Good luck and hope that you keep posting and gain positive vibes from the replies you get here

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Cornstarch — Thu, 20 Oct 2016 01:16:49 GMT

I have a completely different perspective to the other posters.

SydneyKat, if you and I met up for coffee and I plonked down on a hipster lounge with a pensive sigh, asking for dating advice and said, "how do I make so and so love me?"

I'm suspicious you might give me a funny look.

How do you make someone love you?

It never worked for me in kindy with Rachel H&*@#$ and I'm pretty damn confident I still can't make someone love me. They just do, or they just don't.

As much as it feels like Corny is pouring vinegar over your gaping wounds, if he likes someone else he might just like someone else. Ouch!

If you were my sister, that's what I would say, I would have to be honest.

I couldn't stand watching my sister being with someone because they are afraid of being a single mother forever, tentative about breaking up finances, superannuation and assets, only to be miserable. We've been miserable enough, life is too short.

I don't want to get into the habit on a Depression Forum to pathologise all unhappiness as clinical depression. Your husband may just be unhappy. There may be lots of reasons for that. In the end he has to plug into health professionals and private supports to figure that out for himself, as do you.

At the end of the day you have disclosed 0.0005% of the issues in the relationship on this forum, so it's hard to comment with only knowing one persons side.

As everyone else said focus on your own health.

But that was my gut reaction.

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SydneyKat — Thu, 20 Oct 2016 04:07:56 GMT

I really love him, both romantically and unconditionally. It's not just the prospect of all that comes with divorce and single life. Yes it's not possible to disclose everything on a forum, I admit to things I didn't do right in our relationship and now that I know what they are , I am working on it and we should work on it too. We both had love for each other and I don't believe that after 18 years of love that love just vanishes.

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Cornstarch — Thu, 20 Oct 2016 04:20:45 GMT

At the end of the day it's only the couple that really knows what goes on behind closed doors.

Appearances are just that; appearances.

Maybe the other person he has met is just a distraction from the problems in the marriage, and you guys will figure it out in time and re-connect.

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SydneyKat — Thu, 20 Oct 2016 06:49:20 GMT

He says because of our marriage issues he has been unhappy and that made him not be in love with me. Then when a woman at work conversed with him and over several weeks this caused some sort of connection and a possibility for 'the other' and I guess it also gave him a confidence boost and new and more attention. My hope is that if all the issues out of marriage go away then all that remains is the love. Naïve I know but I have to hold onto hope because the alternative hurts me too much.

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Cornstarch — Thu, 20 Oct 2016 07:14:01 GMT

18 years is a really long time. You're lives are completely intertwined.

Emotions will run high on both sides no matter what the feelings are in the end. I'm sure if he saw you with someone else that would hurt too, even if he has said he doesn't love you anymore. All the memories are still in there.

I guess what I meant is that it is not outside the realm of possibility that people can fall in love with other people. My sister has been with her husband for +21 years (I know!), but if he came home and told her that he no longer loved her, and he's met someone else, how can you really argue with that? I mean there's no come-back.

She'd be inconsolable and we' be back in bunks but she couldn't make him love her. In the long term I'd be really worried about her mental health if she stayed because she would analyse, scrutinise and pick herself apart.

But once the stormy emotions subsided, I know my sis, and how hard our life has been, and the events that have shaped us; she'd just want him to be happy. She truly would. A happy Dad would optimise the chances of healthy, happy kids.

Great in theory ain't it.

How about you both go see a shrink. Like a Betty Draper type shrink. One with on of those long chaise lounges in maroon velvet. Shrinks are so judgey though.

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SydneyKat — Thu, 20 Oct 2016 07:51:39 GMT

I understand what you are saying, but I don't want to accept it. It's not what I believe in and it's too much pain. When we got married we were together for 12 years before that, so it's not as if we rushed into marriage. Every relationship has ups and downs and we need to work on them or give it time. So for me it's frustrating and sad. yes sure someone else might take our interest or be fresh infatuating etc, but we need to leave it at that , there is no true 'the one' but there are many 'ones' out there but we make a choice to be with just one when getting married otherwise shouldnt get married. true love is romantic as well as unconditional love (of course if there is abuse etc then this doesn't apply). I guess I am old fashioned and don't want to accept alternatives because I don't believe that way and also it's too painful, I have been in tears daily for weeks, my eyes sting so much. So all I hang onto is hope that it will work, now what I do is try and focus on me and us on a day to day basis.

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Quiettall — Thu, 20 Oct 2016 11:31:41 GMT

Hi there

I really ache for you. I have been in exactly the same situation where my ex-wife met me at work after 17 years of marriage, took me out to lunch to announce she did not love me and wanted to move out.

On the other side of the coin, recently I have not expressed love top my current wife for some weeks. I have not had the right feelings and have said to her I only tell her I love her when I really mean it. After reading your posts and replies, it made me so guilty for being a selfish sod, I walked into the room where she was watching tv, grabbed her and kissed her and told her I loved her....she acted shocked.

The reason I have not felt love, is because I have been feeling very confused because of attention given to me by others....not physical but more positive direct encouraging attention, rather than attention from someone who has been a partner for long time...if you know what I mean.

I guess, in a roundabout way, I am saying maybe you need to be a bit more assertive about yourself, your importance and need to recreate your own identity and interests, and by doing so, he might be surprised that you can live and grow and have a different spark that he might be re-attracted to. If he doesnt react positively, at least you are starting the process of rebuilding and healing early

Good luck and hope it works for you

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SydneyKat — Fri, 21 Oct 2016 06:25:29 GMT

Thanks. The nice parts in your post made me smile. I think a key from all msgs has been to not neglect myself and get more interest, I will try .I bet that kiss made her day 🙂