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Happyness — Mon, 02 Jun 2014 10:21:18 GMT

Hold on in hope

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geoff — Mon, 02 Jun 2014 14:32:31 GMT

dear Happyness, welcome to this site.

You have given us a very short but concise first post, and the two words which are the strong words in this 4 word statement do mean a hell of a lot of information, and these are 'hope' and 'hold', which I tend to believe means that you anticipate that you will recover.

I hope that you can get back to us. Geoff.

Real

Happyness — Wed, 04 Jun 2014 03:51:16 GMT

Hello Geoff and others

I have a hope for the future now

I rid it through

Ride it through

I hope my comments are not inappropriate

Its hard to articulate what happened

Thank God

Amen

Real

Happyness — Wed, 18 Jun 2014 10:15:19 GMT

Hi people

how I perceive things

how I feel about my reality

is that I was in a

Prisoner Of War Camp

the scary thing is

how often do they go in and out

not good memories

i try to be happy

even when I am sad

and when I am sad

i sit in sience

and try to be happy

but the main thing is

that I never give up

and hope for the future

Real

white knight — Wed, 18 Jun 2014 14:55:40 GMT

Hi happiness,

For decades I had high sad emotions then realised they were precious and unique. How boring and mundane life would be without them. I could not write my poetry for a start. And I noticed you write poetry in your text happiness.

I'm so happy you will never give up. Thats the spirit. You are indeed special.

Real

Happyness — Fri, 29 Aug 2014 02:49:19 GMT

Hello

for me

the quiet time

accepting the quiet time

and not fighting it

is a big part of my ongoing recovery

and for me

is just as important as distraction

Happyness

Real

Happyness — Tue, 14 Oct 2014 09:40:50 GMT

Hello

I'm back on the beyondblue forums

For me

my memories are so vivid but I don't talk about them these days

It's like I'm trying to assimilate into the community

But where have I been

Six years in institutionalised care

Back at my unit early this year

How hard is it to look after myself

Sad

Scared

Tired

Holding on to stay sane is all I can do

and say to myself

"Maybe tommorow will be a better day"

and

" I'm holding on in hope for a better tommorow"

Peace

Happyness

Real

Happyness — Fri, 07 Nov 2014 03:49:49 GMT

Hello

Happyness making contact

I love my Mum and love her so much

But she said " you've called a lot"

and I haven't

I said " iv'e only called once today"

and I ponder who am I speaking to

and I ponder who is my mum speaking to

and I ponder who are you speaking to

Sometimes I think " who am I speaking to"

it sounds different to who I think I am speaking to"

How sad and depressed I am

and hold on in hope

and

how sad I am

regards

Happyness

Real

HA1 — Fri, 07 Nov 2014 17:50:19 GMT

Hi Happyness

How are you? Are you coping well since returning home?

Take care

Real

Happyness — Sat, 08 Nov 2014 06:06:48 GMT

"And"

"We'll send"

"A message"

"As a text" :). 🙂

Happyness

🙂

I'm so happy

Real

Happyness — Thu, 11 Dec 2014 09:16:39 GMT

Hello

I'm trying to be Happy

I'm trying to feel Joy

Want to learn how to read again

And am holding on to Hope

I'm trying to keep the house in order

And have chosen a hard Book to read

And a science book

Something to attain

Finishing a science Book!

Happyness

Real

Happyness — Mon, 13 Jul 2015 03:35:46 GMT

Accepting love from others is so hard

Accepting love for myself is so hard

But I know there is a Saviour out there somewhere

And I am loved

Life is so hard

But I'm holding on

And trying to love myself

Because there's a Saviour out there somewhere

Im just a lay Christian

But a Christian who's still trying to learn how to read

i suppose any book to read

Is still a book to read

I hold on in hope

Happyness

Real

Happyness — Mon, 13 Jul 2015 04:12:03 GMT

Dog eat Dog

ACDC

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Happyness — Sat, 09 Jan 2016 04:19:29 GMT

I'm not too bad

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Happyness — Sun, 10 Jan 2016 03:38:58 GMT

I meditate on love and peace

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Happyness — Wed, 13 Jan 2016 09:39:24 GMT

I keep a pocket sized note book

I call it,

"(name) NOT ON IMPULSE LOG-BOOK"

How horrible was last night!

But tonight I've started entries in my not on impulse note book

And so tonight is a better night

And

I'm happy

Any thoughts?

Real

hope4joy — Sat, 16 Jan 2016 05:02:18 GMT

Hi Happyness,

I just wanted to say hi!

And to share that i also find writing/ journalling very powerful. I sometimes use it to get through impulses, or for working out decisions or dreams, or just to unscramble my head.

Kind wishes, Christina

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Happyness — Sat, 30 Jan 2016 23:45:50 GMT

Hello

I'm hoping to retrain my brain

Can multiple episodes of psychosis and nervous breakdown damage the brain?

I'm not trying to cause alarm

I'm only trying to help

I'm on my own form of nutrition regime

As in regular nutritious meals in smaller size portions

I hope to improve the elasticity of my brain

How hard it is

But with a long term recovery perspective

Any comments or ideas

Real

Happyness — Sun, 31 Jan 2016 05:07:09 GMT

Mosquito born disease

Mosquito spread disease

If it's true

Can we pray for a cure

GOD save us

Real

Happyness — Sun, 31 Jan 2016 07:15:19 GMT

My will to survive

Is sometimes the deciding factor

Digging deep

Is sometimes the deciding factor

Sometimes my extreme will to survive

My extreme will to survive

To even get something simple done

That other people would take for granted

Is the deciding factor

My will to survive

Does actually give some quality of life

Some self esteem

Some confidence

But still not to be taken for granted

And of course

My Saviour

Yes

My Saviour

'The Prince Of Peace'

Without 'The Prince Of Peace'

I would be nothing