https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/suicidal-thoughts-and-self-harm/relapsed/m-p/28878#M3899 After 70 days I relapse and I don’t even care, like it’s not a big deal for me although I think it should be? The only reason I ever kept clean in the first place was so I didn’t have to hide it from my parents, I’m not even doing it for myself and I never was. Thu, 29 Apr 2021 10:46:43 GMT Tamrby 2021-04-29T10:46:43Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/suicidal-thoughts-and-self-harm/relapsed/m-p/28878#M3899 After 70 days I relapse and I don’t even care, like it’s not a big deal for me although I think it should be? The only reason I ever kept clean in the first place was so I didn’t have to hide it from my parents, I’m not even doing it for myself and I never was. Thu, 29 Apr 2021 10:46:43 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/suicidal-thoughts-and-self-harm/relapsed/m-p/28878#M3899 Tamrby 2021-04-29T10:46:43Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/suicidal-thoughts-and-self-harm/relapsed/m-p/28879#M3900 <P>Hello Tamrby, welcome to the site.</P> <P>If you would like to join the thread ' Name your Trigger Points' might be helpful for us t understand why this has happened.</P> <P>I know hiding any addiction from your parents can be very difficult, but there does come a point when you don't care anymore.</P> <P>Hope to hear back from you.</P> <P>Geoff.</P> Thu, 29 Apr 2021 16:44:34 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/suicidal-thoughts-and-self-harm/relapsed/m-p/28879#M3900 geoff 2021-04-29T16:44:34Z