I WOULD DIE, IF THING's were different, I am In HELL

BabySteps — Sun, 25 Jul 2021 11:51:00 GMT

I am 26 Year's Old, I am a IN JUSTICE

I have been Mis Diagnosed with Psychosis at 18, but also far worse Schizophrenia at 19, I was than placed on compulsory med's at 21, and than at Just 22 I contracted Pre Diabetes Type-2, and than at 25 I had my Gallbladder Removed, I have been asking my Mother and Parent's for Year's to take me for a Second Medical Review, at the Mental Health Tribunal, and they haven't considered helping me, I have NO understanding how to do It, My Parent's are narcissistic and continuously gas light my Intelligence, and threaten to call the police to take me to a mental ward, and to take my medication, They don't care about my FUTURE at all, My Father Is a lot to list and Is SELFISH, and mentally abusive In many way's, and my mother takes responsibility, and than make's It seem Justified, Than If I try to make responsible Independent change's, She get's protective or sensitive like It's threatening or anxiety

I have had a In ability to get my driver's licence, I had to wait 11 month's to get my learner permit form eligibility rather than 3 month's due to the mis diagnosis, I also have had up to 6 Instructor's, The first 3 were useless after the first lesson, The 4th randomly Informed me She was going to QUIT after 2 Lesson's, when thing's were going well, because I sent a message about my problem's, mistakenly to Her Instead to my mother, She expressed concern, A few days before She canceled I try'd telling Her that It's nothing to worry about, It was only a natural MISTAKE, The other 5th & 6th were not the most reliable, and one of those was very un professional, the 7th was fantastic for a sufficient amount of time, until we quit agreeably, because He became very arrogant and accusative, the one I have now I have now had four lesson's with Him, His the 8th Instructor so far and His going good at the moment, I had a Occupational Therapist O.T. and had to change Her because She undermined my duration of my length of driving beyond those Interval change's of Instructor's, so I had to find another one, Plus all these covid 19 corona virus lock down and extension's, I have to have now a second O.T. Off Road assessment needed and also a On Road O.T. assessment, medical review's, not Just 1 but as now 2 per year, between my GP, and Psychiatrist, and since changing the O.T., It's always hard to find experienced Instructor's, and In the region with O.T. correlation capability

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I WOULD DIE, IF THING's were different, I am In HELL