https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/ptsd-and-trauma/c-ptsd-and-child-abuse-survivor/m-p/515361#M18364 It certainly helped me more than 12 months, tere's a lot of hurdles but understanding them for me makes it a little easier to handle Wed, 23 Sep 2020 07:19:31 GMT Jezza251 2020-09-23T07:19:31Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/ptsd-and-trauma/c-ptsd-and-child-abuse-survivor/m-p/515359#M18362 Having a real tough time finding the right medication at the moment. everyday seems like a lottery on how I'll feel and what I remember. I've tried to do one thing everyday to take back who I want to be to fight against the way I was groomed conditioned and beaten down. this will be medication number 8 and I have hopes that I'll find the one that works for me. this is more of a post to say stick with it, 12 months ago I was a mess, now I'm still a mess but I have a path and a plan. keep strong everyone and don't let the abusers win Tue, 22 Sep 2020 10:12:21 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/ptsd-and-trauma/c-ptsd-and-child-abuse-survivor/m-p/515359#M18362 Jezza251 2020-09-22T10:12:21Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/ptsd-and-trauma/c-ptsd-and-child-abuse-survivor/m-p/515360#M18363 Hi thanks for sharing, I'm a newbie and had a bad childhood as well, just wanted to say thank you for not giving up, I've just started my journey in reaching out....never thought I would, nor do I know for how long, but it helps to hear from someone who can understand. Tue, 22 Sep 2020 10:29:49 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/ptsd-and-trauma/c-ptsd-and-child-abuse-survivor/m-p/515360#M18363 Gerryz 2020-09-22T10:29:49Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/ptsd-and-trauma/c-ptsd-and-child-abuse-survivor/m-p/515361#M18364 It certainly helped me more than 12 months, tere's a lot of hurdles but understanding them for me makes it a little easier to handle Wed, 23 Sep 2020 07:19:31 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/ptsd-and-trauma/c-ptsd-and-child-abuse-survivor/m-p/515361#M18364 Jezza251 2020-09-23T07:19:31Z