https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/always-the-rock/m-p/45335#M7393 <P>Stranger, I know exactly how you feel, you are not alone in this. See your doctor, and try to get a referral for counselling. Then take one day a week to just not worry about anybody else. Just don't think for a while, just BE.</P> Fri, 25 Oct 2013 12:51:41 GMT Brooke 2013-10-25T12:51:41Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/always-the-rock/m-p/45334#M7392 <P>Ok, im not gonna lie, i live a pretty privlaged life... roof over my head, food on the table, Went to a private school all that jazz.</P> <P>Right now im going through some pretty strange stuff, and not dealing with it to well.&nbsp;</P> <P>but right now it seemd like all im doing is pumping other peoples egos, and making sure i catch them if/when they fall, im always their rock, always the one saying its going to be ok.&nbsp;</P> <P>But now im starting to slip and i dont know if anyone will catch me so to speak.&nbsp;</P> <P>I don't know how or who to talk to and im just lost right now.</P> <P>i know its not nuch in the grand scheme of things, but for me, its my personal hell.</P> Thu, 24 Oct 2013 10:49:13 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/always-the-rock/m-p/45334#M7392 Stranger 2013-10-24T10:49:13Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/always-the-rock/m-p/45335#M7393 <P>Stranger, I know exactly how you feel, you are not alone in this. See your doctor, and try to get a referral for counselling. Then take one day a week to just not worry about anybody else. Just don't think for a while, just BE.</P> Fri, 25 Oct 2013 12:51:41 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/always-the-rock/m-p/45335#M7393 Brooke 2013-10-25T12:51:41Z