topic Re: Too many problems! in Depression

Too many problems!

Guest_95566092 — Thu, 06 Aug 2026 01:22:38 GMT

1) I'm 31 Years Old! In regards to my Socio-Economics, & with Working.

- I've never had a Payed Job, or any Payed Working History.

- Not just Full Time, but even Casual, or Part Time.

- I've never wanted Entry Job's like.

- Sales

- Hospitality

- Factory

- Retail

- I've never wanted TAFE, Manual Labour, Construction, Apprenticeships, Diploma's

- There's not even any Certificates that I'd want to do, even.

- I'm also not a University, Self Motivated, Study Personality. I don't have eligibility, regardless. I only have a Year 11 VCE, & A Year 12 in Foundation Graduation, without a VCE & ATAR. I've never liked Academia.

2) My driving is not Regular. Even though I have a Licence, & a Vehicle. It's not optimal, the way everyone else is driving on the roads. I lack development, with my driving.

3) I'm tragically, wrongly Misdiagnosed with Schizophrenia, too. It's caused me 5 Hospital Admissions, since. 2012, 2014, 2015, 2021, & even in, 2026. It's a very COMPLICATED, where the whole thing is misguided, & my mistakes became the misconfusion, for my notions on reality, were more subjectively, decided against my own argument of sanity.

4) I have Pre Diabetes, & Cholecystectomy. My Gallbladder has been removed.

5) I need to fix 2-3 lower teeth. I have Gingivitis-Gum-Recessions, on my bottom teeth. I need a skin graft surgeries.

6) I'm also considered a Virgin incel, now that I'm 31 Years Old. I've never had any relationships, with the opposite sex, whether that's platonic, or with sensual intimacy.

Re: Too many problems!

Earth Girl — Fri, 07 Aug 2026 00:54:10 GMT

I do have paranoid schizophrenia. For a year, before having an episode, I could hear quiet voices while watching T.V, but I didn't think too much of it at the time. When I had an episode in November, I had a suicide attempt and I thought everyone in the world including my family, the CAT team and psychiatrists were trying to kill me, and I thought they were going to do so with my medication, so I didn't want to take it. When my family turned on the T.V, I thought the shows and ads on there were about me. When I walked past magazines in stores, I thought everything in the cover of them was related to me. Same with the radio. I could occasionally hear voices arguing in my head as I was laying down in bed. I thought there were cameras watching me.

I don't remember most of the things I said online before all this happened because of it. People also said that I use to get really mad extremely easily which I also don't remember because of my psychosis.

My sister thinks I might be bipolar because she is as well and so is our mum and she says that when I am not feeling well, it is very similar to the symptoms of bipolar. I don't know if I have schizophrenia or bipolar or both, but I do have extreme mood swings even with the medication I take for my schizophrenia. The medication I take can also help bipolar, but there are better drugs to take as well/instead if I have bipolar.

I'm not ashamed of being a virgin at my age. I'm still quite young anyway and I want to lose it when it's right, not just whenever.