https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/nighttimes/m-p/531568#M46548 Hi, welcome back <BR /> <BR />Since the age of 12yo I was crying regularly, sad and fragile. I never thought it was a mental disorder. <BR /> <BR />In 2009 at 53yo a psychiatrist diagnosed me with bipolar, depression, anxiety and the thing for my crying- dysthymia!! <BR /> <BR />You might not have it but it is really worth a GP chat and diagnosis. <BR /> <BR />A small amount of meds fixed it and I've never looked back. <BR /> <BR />FYI dysthymia is a constant low depression state. <BR /> <BR />Google- beyondblue topic dysthymia <BR /> <BR />Repost anytime. Glad to see you back. <BR />TonyWK Sat, 17 Oct 2020 11:50:48 GMT white knight 2020-10-17T11:50:48Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/nighttimes/m-p/531567#M46547 <P>It has been a while since I posted.</P> <P> </P> <P>Of a day I am normal, happy. but of a night I break down into tears and can't figure out what is wrong with me at all</P> Sat, 17 Oct 2020 05:55:04 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/nighttimes/m-p/531567#M46547 Blind_and_in_pain 2020-10-17T05:55:04Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/nighttimes/m-p/531568#M46548 Hi, welcome back <BR /> <BR />Since the age of 12yo I was crying regularly, sad and fragile. I never thought it was a mental disorder. <BR /> <BR />In 2009 at 53yo a psychiatrist diagnosed me with bipolar, depression, anxiety and the thing for my crying- dysthymia!! <BR /> <BR />You might not have it but it is really worth a GP chat and diagnosis. <BR /> <BR />A small amount of meds fixed it and I've never looked back. <BR /> <BR />FYI dysthymia is a constant low depression state. <BR /> <BR />Google- beyondblue topic dysthymia <BR /> <BR />Repost anytime. Glad to see you back. <BR />TonyWK Sat, 17 Oct 2020 11:50:48 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/nighttimes/m-p/531568#M46548 white knight 2020-10-17T11:50:48Z