https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/help-needed/m-p/482388#M41386 <P>Hi</P> <P>I have always suffered from anxiety but have had it under control with medication until now! I am suffering from paralyzing anxiety and depression brought on by my husband's suicide in Oct 2019. For the first 4 months I was doing ok...but when I started counseling I crashed and burned. Now my life is out of control physically, emotionally and financially... just need to know that life will become functional and productive again!</P> <P>Thanks for listening.</P> Thu, 12 Mar 2020 05:40:34 GMT clovermead 2020-03-12T05:40:34Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/help-needed/m-p/482388#M41386 <P>Hi</P> <P>I have always suffered from anxiety but have had it under control with medication until now! I am suffering from paralyzing anxiety and depression brought on by my husband's suicide in Oct 2019. For the first 4 months I was doing ok...but when I started counseling I crashed and burned. Now my life is out of control physically, emotionally and financially... just need to know that life will become functional and productive again!</P> <P>Thanks for listening.</P> Thu, 12 Mar 2020 05:40:34 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/help-needed/m-p/482388#M41386 clovermead 2020-03-12T05:40:34Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/help-needed/m-p/482389#M41387 <P>I'm so sorry. </P> <P>Try not to be hard on youself , You are grieving. Its vital you allow yourself time and space to mourn.</P> <P>things are terrible right now. But right now wont be forever. </P> <P>I dont know how i can help. But we are always happy to listen. </P> <P>Thank you for having the courage to share.</P> <P> </P> <P> </P> <P> </P> <P> </P> Thu, 12 Mar 2020 07:24:08 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/help-needed/m-p/482389#M41387 WithoutApaddle 2020-03-12T07:24:08Z