https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/feeling-out-of-control/m-p/273463#M29315 <P>Hi Everybody,</P> <P>I've had depression for 10 years. Lately things have been pretty intense for me. I've been having huge problems with my husband where I find I'm always angry or sad. I get so mad and worked up that I can't think straight. I then got a message from my ex and without thinking went and saw him. For the first time in a long time I felt good and happy.</P> <P>I don't know what to do because whenever I'm with my husband or if I'm alone I always feel so worthless </P> Sat, 13 Aug 2016 08:31:56 GMT Star123 2016-08-13T08:31:56Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/feeling-out-of-control/m-p/273463#M29315 <P>Hi Everybody,</P> <P>I've had depression for 10 years. Lately things have been pretty intense for me. I've been having huge problems with my husband where I find I'm always angry or sad. I get so mad and worked up that I can't think straight. I then got a message from my ex and without thinking went and saw him. For the first time in a long time I felt good and happy.</P> <P>I don't know what to do because whenever I'm with my husband or if I'm alone I always feel so worthless </P> Sat, 13 Aug 2016 08:31:56 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/feeling-out-of-control/m-p/273463#M29315 Star123 2016-08-13T08:31:56Z https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/feeling-out-of-control/m-p/273464#M29316 <P>Hi star, </P> <P>Your post is lacking specific information. Regardless if that, from what you've said, its wrong behaviour in all counts.</P> <P>Medication, sadness depression...whatever....do not cause you to not think straight. You made the decision to see your ex, without consulting your husband.</P> <P>Disloyalty is not right.</P> <P>Tony WK</P> Sat, 13 Aug 2016 09:56:18 GMT https://forums.beyondblue.org.au/t5/depression/feeling-out-of-control/m-p/273464#M29316 white knight 2016-08-13T09:56:18Z